I was crazy busy since first of March, then could not up date any writing for a month!
Many things happened in the mean time that was not only for myself but also my family in Japan.
We, Japan had terrible earthquake on 11th of this month. It was incredibly awful.
Japan had a huge earthquake and Tsunami, then more than 10,000 people died, and still a lot of people are missing.
And the worse thing is a radiation leaking from Fukushima nuclear plants.
The problem is not resolved yet.
I am going to write the detail sometimes later.
(about my nephew, my sister, my daughters, my wedding, Aya, my work and more more)
Because I am quite busy for moving to new place so far.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Recent
My life currently is not tranquil at all.
Because we have been planning our moving to "SOMEWHERE" since long time ago, and it is becoming more real day by day.
It is a long story and I have told others over and over, so I do not want write it any more, however I think it is better to write it down here.
This story is only my side (of view?).
I got my present job in last April and I started as a releaver.
In that time we had a plan to attend our friend's wedding, and it took at least five days for drove from Brisbane and came back. (flight from New Zealand)
It included a weekend, so I needed four days off.
My work is only three hours a day, and I knew my employer had some releaver like me.
I (do not know how can I say in English) became a permanent worker in June as the same position.
I told my boss about my leaving for the weeding two weeks before.
She was really up set about it and said "You did not tell me about it when you had an interview." I was quite surprised, because I thought only four days off were not a big deal.
She talked with the chair person, then I was able to attend the wedding, but after I came back she let me promise (I do not know a better expression in English) "I am not able to buy a ticket before I tell it to her never ever."
I had a problem with one of my daughters in Japan, and one day I saw a sad comment on her blog, then I suddenly wanted to go home and see her.
It was before Christmas, so I had six weeks holiday!
Then I bought a ticket to Japan, but my husband did not agree for me to go myself. The ticket was not able to cancel but was able to change the dates.
My husband and I discussed and decided to move them to April, and he bought his tickets as well.
My husband (not husband yet) kept telling me "Do not tell anything to anybody until we find next place to go." and time had been going.
Because he did not want his boss to knew his leaving. I am sure that is right.
I could keep the secret.
I have joined a choir and they have a competition in the end of April in wellington, so after the Christmas holiday they started to look for the accommodation and flight tickets.
They asked me why I will not attend the competition. I said "We are thinking about travel to Japan and the US in April because the weather would be good."
And time had gone.
I had got a part of the chorus for a musical and they would started the rehearsal from middle of February, and one of our conductors was a member of the team for the musical. She knew my leaving for the traveling so she said "You should tell about it to the producer." and I told.
It meant she knew I will leave for six weeks.
I thought I cannot keep the secret any more, but my husband kept telling me "You just tell your boss about six week traveling , and if she does not like it, quit your job. " How can I say such a stupid thing!?
I also had not told about my leaving to even my friend and my co-workers, so I had felt guilty for a long time.
(My stomach had like an Ursa?? because of it)
Day after day I had felt guilty and sadness because all my friends, co-workers and chorus members are good people.
I was wait and wait for my husband's permission that I became to able tell my leaving to others, and we had fought a lot.
Because he did not understand my thought.
Finally, today I told my leaving to my co-workers. (my husband has not given me the permission, but I did it.)
Now I can start to organize everything around me.
However the problem is we do not know where we go.
So these days annoy me.
Because we have been planning our moving to "SOMEWHERE" since long time ago, and it is becoming more real day by day.
It is a long story and I have told others over and over, so I do not want write it any more, however I think it is better to write it down here.
This story is only my side (of view?).
I got my present job in last April and I started as a releaver.
In that time we had a plan to attend our friend's wedding, and it took at least five days for drove from Brisbane and came back. (flight from New Zealand)
It included a weekend, so I needed four days off.
My work is only three hours a day, and I knew my employer had some releaver like me.
I (do not know how can I say in English) became a permanent worker in June as the same position.
I told my boss about my leaving for the weeding two weeks before.
She was really up set about it and said "You did not tell me about it when you had an interview." I was quite surprised, because I thought only four days off were not a big deal.
She talked with the chair person, then I was able to attend the wedding, but after I came back she let me promise (I do not know a better expression in English) "I am not able to buy a ticket before I tell it to her never ever."
I had a problem with one of my daughters in Japan, and one day I saw a sad comment on her blog, then I suddenly wanted to go home and see her.
It was before Christmas, so I had six weeks holiday!
Then I bought a ticket to Japan, but my husband did not agree for me to go myself. The ticket was not able to cancel but was able to change the dates.
My husband and I discussed and decided to move them to April, and he bought his tickets as well.
My husband (not husband yet) kept telling me "Do not tell anything to anybody until we find next place to go." and time had been going.
Because he did not want his boss to knew his leaving. I am sure that is right.
I could keep the secret.
I have joined a choir and they have a competition in the end of April in wellington, so after the Christmas holiday they started to look for the accommodation and flight tickets.
They asked me why I will not attend the competition. I said "We are thinking about travel to Japan and the US in April because the weather would be good."
And time had gone.
I had got a part of the chorus for a musical and they would started the rehearsal from middle of February, and one of our conductors was a member of the team for the musical. She knew my leaving for the traveling so she said "You should tell about it to the producer." and I told.
It meant she knew I will leave for six weeks.
I thought I cannot keep the secret any more, but my husband kept telling me "You just tell your boss about six week traveling , and if she does not like it, quit your job. " How can I say such a stupid thing!?
I also had not told about my leaving to even my friend and my co-workers, so I had felt guilty for a long time.
(My stomach had like an Ursa?? because of it)
Day after day I had felt guilty and sadness because all my friends, co-workers and chorus members are good people.
I was wait and wait for my husband's permission that I became to able tell my leaving to others, and we had fought a lot.
Because he did not understand my thought.
Finally, today I told my leaving to my co-workers. (my husband has not given me the permission, but I did it.)
Now I can start to organize everything around me.
However the problem is we do not know where we go.
So these days annoy me.
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