For a long time, I have not written this blog.
I left Whangarei 12th April and I was not very happy in that time, because I was worried about my daughters.
When I got to my house, it was like a disaster and I went mad.
It is going to be a long story, and I do not want write the whole story.
The consequence is Mika was upsetting to me since long time ago, and Manami as well.
I did not realize that. I was thinking they wanted to see me.
But their thoughts and mine ware far.
I was really happy to stay with Emi for the first week.
I could never forget that Emi waved her hand until we turned the first corner of the street. How did I leave such an adorable daughter before.
I was disappointed to myself.
I really enjoyed to staying in the US as a daughter in law.
George's parents were nice people and it was heart warming time (I am sure, my English is wrong)
When I backed Japan, I had tough time again.
I have never enjoyed everything perfectly, however I am really appreciated for George. He is very patient person, therefore I could see many people who I had missed.
And I was so happy that my sister and Emi's couple met each other.
Because it was my HOPE since my mum died.
I will try to gather other daughters as well one day.
It takes time for them to understand me.
People say they need independent, but I want them to UNDERSTAND me, instead. I am always complete everything perfectly, although they do not want to understand me.
To me, UNDERSTANDING is accept each other, accept the deferences.
My ideal is always too high, but that is me. I cannot change, unfortunately.
