I am sad, very sad because I left my home country.
My home country? I really feel it is not Japan.
My mind feel free when I am in New Zealand.
Australia was not too bad but I think my home country is New Zealand.
It was so fit and suit to me.
Always I feel that I come home when air plains touch down at Auckland airport.
When can I go home next? I want to go even myself sometimes soon.
I like Aya, Kayo's family, Mandy1 and other my friends in Whangarei.
They live like natural. I missed them a lot.
People in Canberra looked a bit busier but not as like as Japanese at all.
Japan.....I hate that even to write the word "Japan"....is insane.
People are running around, don't care with others and always talking about useless topics.
Their life is not like human beings.
I like New Zealand.
I like live in the nature.
I missed it heaps.
I am very sad.
I don't know that what I am tired of. I just don't like urban.
Here, when I go out, everything pushes me much stronger than the strength of my mind and I feel that it is going to be break.
The atmosphere here squeeze me in a dark hole.
OK, I will go out today to do something that I have to be done.
