Long time

I have not written this blog for a ling time and I was nearly give it up.
I was so tired from horrible flu during traveling Australia and after that too.
But also I have irritated about my writing that never improve.
What should I do? I have done many writings before, however my writing is always same. I hate it.
I might enter to primary school, I might read child books, no I am sure it is same as my listening skill, I need a lot of reading from everywhere.
Get to use is most important than think about grammar logically.
I am going to start online English course from next week and they will teach me writing skill too. I am look forward that.
I would like to enplane about many things that happen my daily life correctly.
I hope my writing skill will extend like my speaking that start from short sentences to longer.   
It takes really long time to learn different language. But I also need much effort, I have been lazy after came to Whangarei.
I can relax in Whangarei much more than urban cities, I love the weather and this quietness.