It has been very frustrating

My darling's company is not going very well and I hate his business partner, sorry.
I wanted my darling to have a base job since he started his own business.
Because they don't have enough money stock when they have financial troubles so they always have possibilities to been limbos.

The other day my darling found a job in New Zealand but we were not really happy about it.
We have got two different reasons individually.
His issue is break the relationship with his business partner if he was gone.
My issue is that I would like him to keep staying Australia longer and save more money before we go back to New Zealand for our retirement.
So it is too early to go back.

However we were happy enough about him to got a better job there.

The day after that he had two more phone calls for interviews.
(I was so embarrassed to told our moving to ALL my chorus members!)
And Zela was also upset to my email that I told the her our quite changeable situation.
We are very frustrating at this moment.
My darling has got four opportunities that moving to NZ, moving to Japan, keep staying in Canberra and keep going his own business.
It depends on each situation, I need think about what I could do.
Moving to New Zealand is actually the best opportunity for ME.
I could study in a course, could find a job, could join in a nice chorus and be peaceful life again.

However I like changing.
Although I hated Japanese culture and people, I could be patient to stay in Japan for one or two years. ( But I am really afraid of losing my English skills.)
Staying Canberra is tough but it will be good experience for me to handle all kinds of tough situation in the future.  

It has been VERY frustrating week!! till we know where we go.