11-1-'11

It is first of January in 2011=11-1-'11 Vicky mentioned to me, so I thought I have to do something special! However I have no idea.
I am getting calm today from awful yesterday. I could not sleep until 4 o;clock in  this morning.
If some good things happen, some bad things also happen at another side.
I was quite happy day before yesterday because I finally got a message from my oldest daughter. It was a simple message, but it was enough to made me happy.

I lost two weeks job, but instead I got another three weeks holiday.
I am going to help Migrant Center or WINGS during this summer holiday.
It might be better to help Blomfield  school however I am not good at Vanessa. (I do not know how can I explain with these feeling in English)
Because when I first worked with her in room 5, I just started work in Whangarei, and I was not good at English, moreover I did not know about names of equipments. I guessed she thought "This person, cannot speak English."
I felt she made me fool.

It is very difficult to get an understanding from people about myself. It takes long time to be together. Because I do not know variety of expressions with English talking. People never use same expression about explain similar things. It depends on people. They are not like talking in the text books at all.

(I hate that I have written these kind of topic on this special day!)
Oh! I just found a person corrected my entry for yesterday. I want to have a look, and also I wold like to go craft group soon. I am going to stop to write now.