We have three days off.
We went to the boat, my darling worked for the boat and I was knitting a scarf.
I found the bugs that I hated was sand-fry. I really hate them!
They suck my blood. They do not die easy...
According to the Internet, my tongue problem seems like too much extra water in my body. I need to move more or I might have a problem for my drainage system.
I see! Swollen things are not only tongue, under the eye, fingers, face,,
I do not think I have had too much water, however I have realised I do not have enough urine maybe, I do not know.
I hope I do not have a kidney problem because my grand-mum and mum had the problem.
I might have to check my blood, then if I will not have any problem, I should do more exercise.
Tomorrow we will see a Japanese sailor-man at the town basin. We saw his yacht today and I found "Osaka" letter on the boat. I hope they are from Osaka.
But,, I heard his accent on the phone and it was not Osaka's.
Why I think such thing? I might be short of see Japanese?
By the way, my sister started to dating with a guy who she found on mixi. I am not happy about it. I think she is too easy going. But I can understand..
Why does not she look for a right guy, instead find easier on the Internet. I can not tell it ether.. It might be a good idea nowadays.
I found better guys on the Internet more than met at my work or somewhere.
Basically I do not like Japanese guys because they are bad. Some Japanese women are bad too. I found more natural to be with European guys.
Japan is too complicated country and most people are not natural any more.
I really think so recently.
They missed some important thing as human beings, and I did, too.
The other day I thought I can write a story (book) about my previous loves. They were so strange, not natural at all. (Maybe that was just my problem, not for others.)
However today I got an email from my friend in Japan, she is still dating with marriage guy. It seems very strange to me now, but I used do not recognise about it for a quite long time. It was awful.
In Japan, it is very difficult to find a good guy. It is true.
I do not know about other countries, but in New Zealand or the US the guys are much more natural. (I do not know many guys. So I am talking about the guys who I have known so far. For example my darling, Mark or Oscar.)
But if I write a book, it might surprise people, so it is better to not write.
My previous life was so crazy, I think. And I now feel natural. I am so glad about it. And I feel sorry for my sister and friend because they will not realise what is natural if they never go any where from Japan. It is sad.. They have to see more beautiful, natural and much better world. They should not stay in such a small world for their while life.
However they have their own life. I can not change them.
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