Sister

My sister always helps me when I am down about my daughters.
I am going to try to be positive. I forgot what I say about it in English. "Touch the wood" " Touch your head" something like that.
So I am intend to say my ideal future for me and my daughters.

First, about myself, My darling and I will move to Australia, darling gets a get better job, I will be able to get a part-time job too, we will buy a nice house near the beach, organise the garden, save money and travel around everywhere, visit our family every year, sometimes go for sailing, enjoy our life. After retirement we will back to New Zealand or rural area in Japan, and enjoy the rest of our life together.
What a nice plan isn't it!?

Neat, my eldest daughter, she can save enough money by late 30s', a miracle will come to her and she will pregnant, she will be a housewife until baby will grow up, she has happy life with her husband and children, she will be more relax and healthier, enjoy her life, and we visit each other frequently.  

My middle, she recovered from previous love, finds someone who looks after her very well, if possible she has a baby, makes new family, enjoy her life, be happy all the time, be healthy, visit each other frequently.

My youngest, she gets her confidence back perfectly, be a nice housewife, sometimes work as a part-time worker, be happy with her family, be healthy, laughs all the time.

I sometimes could not sleep when I had negative thoughts, but I will change my mind and I always try to be positive, so an ideal life will come for sure.
I really want my darling to be positive too. So the power (energy?) is going to be double.

Anyway, now I am thinking about my new project that is make Christmas trees by patch-work materials. I need to make three trees. I had to realise it faster!
I will try my best to complete them by Christmas time.