Today

I was going to go to bed but I am not sleepy yet so I am intend to write this.
Today Mr. Perry said to me that he is going to charge me from next lesson.
It was just a good timing that I could finish my English lesson, because I did not need to make excuse from me! I shouted "Hooray!" in my mind.

He is a good teacher but not for me.
I like conversation a lot, do not like quiet lesson. I was always trying to not sleep at the lessons. (His room was quite warm and dark..)
However I understand his thought and probably his wife's thought too.
He had stomach cancer and got an operation last year. It was too late when he discovered the cancer. But the operation succeeded.
After the he has been always worried about death and his wife does not like it.

I felt sorry about the stopping our lesson. I could not help he to find other students. He bought a table and made his name cards, and so on for the preparing. 

By the way, I am sometimes not happy at stay home when my darling is here.
I am a very social person, so I want to share everything. I mean I cannot stay alone. Always need someone to talk.
My darling is an absolutely wrong person, lol.
But if I had noisy husband, it would be annoying as well.  
I like a person who is really good at catch my thought quick, and share the emotion together. I might be a really lonely person.
I like to be belong although I can be independent. I found it very recent.

Perhaps, I got use to live with somebody else.
As my darling say, I also like keep my own space at home, but he does it too much, lol. Never mind, he is a nice person basically.

Wow, I became hungry! I did not eat enough amount of dinner this evening as I went to play tennis as soon as I finish meal.
I thought I finally love play tennis. It is shame that my darling does not play tennis! However if he plays tennis, It would be also annoyed me.
Oh! what a selfish person I am today!?

Today, I saw a footprint on mixi that was my oldest daughter and I was so glad!
We are both clumsy people... Why we cannot talk friendly? just like normal mum and daughter. What I can do for it is just pray.
We will be fine one day. I will cross my finger.

I will go to bed soon.
I feel thanks for this period that I live far away from my home town.
Because I can think of my family much more than before. And I hope they too.
We are really clumsy family!
But we will get a right reward one day, I hope.