Mother and Daughters

When I think about our relationship of my daughters and me, I do not know it is good or not really good.
I had no knowledge as a mother because my mother and I were vary far although we lived together for 16 years.
My mother did not let me help her housekeeping. She did not talk about herself. She was a very quiet person but also she was an awkward person too, I think.
So she did not talk any her trouble to me, however I was too young to hear about that.
Or, no, she told a lot that was a heaps of complaining about her husband.
I had believed my father was a bad person, oh, poor dad...
He was a busy business man and was not at home often. I did not know about him unless hear from mother.

I got married when I was 19 and got my first daughter when I was 20.
To be honest I did not know how to bring child up at all. And we were very poor, very, very! We could not buy anything even rice. We had completely no money.

(I have no time now. If I could remember about this story, I am going to write the rest of it.)