My Lovely Darling (Touch the Wood)

While I am waiting new massage from Kan (She is my new network friend, her real name is Keiko? I think), I am going to write this blog.
My lovely darling is already in his (hopefully Japanese) dream.

Recently, I do not know what is he thinking about us, ( I am pretty sure he does not think anything about. ) but I feel a tiny thing happened on our relationship.  Maybe it would not be a big deal when we compare it with rest of our life. And I already realised the mechanism. If one of us comes unhappy, it influences others, particularly  in this small space (I mean our house). We have not had many same  interesting especially the things that we can do in the house.  

This time, he has been in a limbo for a quite long time, even though the limbo is a different kind from previous, he needs to find the way of get out.
We will have many limbo situation later, however stay positive is the only way of let them away, I think. But in the home,,,,

It is the half way through, but I am very sleepy, then I will write the rest of it later, if I would remember...